MILOVAN DJILAS. Wartime. New York: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, 1977. Pp. x, 470. Milovan Djilas' Wartime is a sensitive, perhaps even agonized, account of the author's experiences as a young communist and thinker involved intimately with the political struggles in Yugoslavia from the Italian Occupation until the end of World War II. His autobiography of this period provides us with sharp, personal insight into infra- and international politics, but also dissects his own self with the same sharp instruments. His internal struggles and self-observation are very similar to that of postwar existentialist writers. Djilas gives away some of his philosophical cards early in his text. Rather than the neurotic machismo and after-the-fact posturing that breeds like a virus in some militarily-experienced autobiographers, Djilas lays bare the pain and confusion that wartime visits on its participants. He is not unaware of the absurdity that is the amoral flipside of the carnage of war. In the internal nihilism of war, only the earth itself stays calm: all else is jumbled and juxtaposed ("Death had suddenly become . . . as ubiquitous as the air and the soil (12)." On a more personal level, Djilas relates how his decision to not escalate peasant involvement in the expulsion of the Italians from Montenegro led to criticism from the more vocal peasants: he is reprimanded that some action must be maintained, "now that you've started the bloody dance (24)!" This is the Heideggerian dilemma of 'thrown-ness,' of being thrust into a situation one must control, without having the slightest means of doing so. He laments that he is "alone in the vortex of the deadly vortex into which I had led my own people (42)." In war this fear and aloneness sublimates into aggression and interpersonal ferocity. Djilas walks past a grieving new widow but does not stop to console her because it "seemed senseless" to comfort her (33). Then, in a delicious bit of life mirroring art, and vice versa, Djilas has an absurd, hostile exchange with a peasant (almost peasant/object) on a hill top. The young Djilas confronts this Sisyphus, who has lugged a wheel "up a mountain (34)." When Djilas challenges his motivation the peasant cannot justify his labor. Djilas, godlike and terrible in relation to the base peasant, rolls the wheel back down the hill -- Camus would be proud. This underlying existential infrastructure is probably not intended by Djilas. It is the result of being in a leadership position where he must defend communist ideology, although he is perceptive enough to see that there are indefensible aspects of it. The lower Partisans are never faced with this dilemma: they only have to obey orders and spout out the appropriate phrasings. It is the leadership (and, then, only the intellectual subset of leadership) that must struggle with the ethical and philosophical absurdities. The politics of word choice and terminology takes on an Through the Looking-Glass resonance. At Djilas' eventual high-level position with Tito, personal behaviors have such repercussions that the result is dreamlike, unreal. The image of Tito vacillating wildly, giving contradictory commands under pressure is odd and disturbing (222). Americans are used to their leadership portrayed as certain, heavily-armed, white-hatted men but Djilas is not socialized into portraying Tito that way.<1> To see an important leader as an imperfect person goes a long way towards accomplishing Djilas' goal of convincing others that war may be necessary at times, but unthinking murder in defense of an allegedly perfect leader or ideology is fraudulent. It is, of all things, to kill in bad faith.<2> The awareness of acting in bad faith, and of the absurdity of acting unthinkingly under the protection of a "monolithic" ideology (450) forcefully startles Djilas in his last chapter: during the recitation of party slogans he has a sort of existential epiphany. He is divorced from all meaning, even from language as long as he falls in line with the other herdtiere. It is this slide into formless slave-mentality that provokes him to make a stand against the personal and national betrayal that comes from blindly following utopian "ideological revolutions (450)." Jason Carr University of Texas at Arlington Arlington NOTES <1>Consider Stalin's bizarre behavior towards Djilas and Djilas' wife at a Kremlin delegation party (428). <2>Note that Djilas praises the German troops he encounters for being more German than Nazi, for having some other centripetal force besides an externally applied political schema (234). Is Djilas here rebelling subconsciously against the radically international position of the Party? http://www.mousetrap.net/~mouse/uta/